i'm fake. i'm always smile so people know that i'm happy. but, inside? nobody know. i'm tired. i'm tired of crying and i'm tired of trying to make people happy. i'm tired of pretend that i'm fine. but the truth is? i'm NOT. ANH, that is the reason why i need you here. i'm really really need you. you're the only one who gimme some advise and some support for me to move on and start a new life with you. i miss you and i do love you. if you was here, beside me, i nak luah semua problem i. like seriously, i tak tahu nak mengadu dekat siapa dah. i wanna cry on your shoulder and telling you what's going on here. honestly, i couldn't able to face all these problems slowly as you told me to do. i'm sorry. i'm not strong enough. thats why i need you by my side :/